The Essence - Glow Taking On The World I love the way you looked at me last night like the time I really thoght I touched the sky and I should have slipped away right from the start if only I could tell you how I fell apart I love the way you smiled at me last night like the time I really thought I that I could fly and I never thought it got me into tears but after all these pills my fingers disappeared And I never thought it hurt me like the way it hurts tonight And I really thought I could take on the world all on my own And this night seems colder than any christmas night that passed away Oh I really thought I died All I want to think about is you right now cos the pain I feel is killing me somehow and I only wanted to feel good inside but now I feel it's tearing all my insides out Gone All the love has gone and my world comes to an end all the love that was leaves me cold and alone Oh my heart that bleeds and it cries out in the night all my dreams have gone as they turned into ice All the feeling's gone and the night comes to an end all the hatred gone as it fades in despair All the tears have gone and I scream from within all the love that was leaves me cold and alone All night I criead baby please All the dreams that we leave behind Baby don't leave I'll go crazy tonight All the memories gone and I try to forget baby stay the same as you smiled while we danced All the dreams have gone and I cry from within oh my heart it bleeds and it aches and it burns and it burns Baby don't leave me tonight Everything is right All the love has gone and the world comes to an end all the love that was leaves me cold and alone Oh my heart that bleeds and it cries out in the night all my dreams have gone as they turned into ice Mary My Prayer All night I cried I had to see you I never thought that you would go all I just want is you right now All nieght I prayed that you came back I never thought that it hurt so all I just want is you right here All that we had and all that is left I couldn't dream of another all that we shared and all that has changed how could you leave me for another All night I begged you left me still you never said you were sorry all i ever could is to cry out All night I dream you said you'd stay I never wanted to wake up now I'm wide awake all that I dreamt it has all gone And we try I said we'll feel again I'll never let you go I won't give in she said I won't change she said I won't even let it show But al I want and all I said and all I tried to bring it back like it was now I now for sure it could not last All that we had and all that is left I couldn't dream of another all that we shared and all that has changed how could you leave me for another Now that you'v gone don't you accept the fact that I always deceived you now all that I want to tear you apart until you're dead Right Or Wrong Thought I had the answer now I never thought that it could hurt so much hurt so much inside Thought I had it all worked out I never thought that it could turn on me turn me inside out Was I right was I wrong I don't mind had I only told the truth I don't mind I just don't care Thought my head is aching now and the world turns round I never drank drank as much as this Could I only let it go Could I only make it disappear Drink it all away Up Take me up up to the sky don't push too hard oh I might die colored figuts passing by take me up high in the sky See me fly high above the clouds like bird far from the ground red and blue shapes hurt my eyes bring me down onto the ground And I try to make it go away tonight and I really think I sould have slipped away only tonight Catch me now or I might fall feel the needle in my arm it moves as deep as it can go it kills me softly kills me slow See me fly high above the clouds Like bird far from the ground red and blue shapes hurt my eyes bring me down onto the ground Crack Baby I don't understand why do you reach out your hand every word seems to be said feeling it hurts pushing me until I crack until I break Baby I don't want to think makes me feel messed up inside teasing me until I want more holding me up taking me right to the top then let me drop I wish I could stop Feeling her near in the night wish I would never let go again knowing I'm fooling myself All that I thought of was you holding you as close as I could dreaming I'm I'm holding you tight think this is real never knew houw it would feel how it would feel You can only understand thinking you're teasing and playing teasing me until it hurts feeling this rage beating you until you break breaking your neck until you crack The One Baby why can't I feel in now it feels like I am lost seems to me like you're the one the one that makes me cry Baby won't you wait for me anything you want there's no one here but you and me you can fill me up That's why I'll never make you cry all night and the girl is leaving suddenly and quiet all night all night and my head is spinning round and round inside Hold me close for one more time kneeling down and pray I won't believe that you have found another place to stay That's why I'll never see you cry all night and the girl is running leaving me behind all night all night and she runs until I fall apart and cry Suddenly I see you cry see it driping down slowly wipe the tears away why are you so sad Why won't you hold me again that's all I ever want it feels like I am clean again cold and feeling lost Through The Years I called to see if you were home I haven't told you how I felt all these years just slipped away a trace of you is still inside And I watch the sun go down before my eyes the light that once shone in your eyes I haven't seen in since I left it made me feel I was alive All that changes through the years all the feelings disappear now I know nothing is sure And I watch the susn come up before my eyes it shines so bright it hurts my eyes I haven't seen it since I left it makes my feel I am alive All that changes through the years all the tears just disappear now I know nothing is sure Nothing is sure I've heard your words all like before I've heard it all I've heard it all before Throw it away all the things that I said all the games that we played and all these things in my head and all the words that I say and all the thins I forget and all the vows that I made keep on spinning inside it spins around and around it goes and all our dreams just disappear cos now I know nothing is sure Bleed I know you've never tried I know you never feel this way I know until my heartbeat stops every day I'll cry until you stop me baby do you ever care the way you make me hat you baby makes me wanna tear the way you say it's gone the way you say it's final now I know you'll turn around the table's getting turned I wait until the bleeding stops feel it burn I watch ou fall apart I love to see you bleed the way you pushed me down always I'll never let you see the way it made my cry the way it made me lose my mind And I wanted to be with you and I want you to be with me And the way you act you said there's nothing left for me to say it's only getting worse and worse I know you're gonna say the way you leave me now the way you always leave me out And the night you said you'd leave me it really made me scared and no one's gonna find out now you never really cared and every word it sounds the same you never gonna make me hate