THE ESSENCE - NOTHING LASTS FOREVER


SEPARATION

You don't bring me flowers
Cause the flowers are dead for you
You watch me standing alone
On a bridge
I thought you told me the truth
In a room for years we stayed
We stared each others' eyes
I never thought it would end
This way
It's like a...
Like a sad goodbye

For always and always i'd stayed
And always and always you run away

I don't bring you flowers
Because I know it's no use
I know that I must go on
With or without you
I watched you for hours and hours
This picture in my hand
I could scream like you used to
Scream only
and cry all the time

For always and always I'll remember you
For always and always you'll REMEMBER ME

AND I'll dream
AND I'll cry
Softly at night. 


HOW YOU MAKE ME HATE

I don't care anymore if you want me to beg 
That's all you ever want That's all you care 
I don't feel anymore like i used to feel 
You hold my hand again A fucking waste 
I don't want you to be like you used to be 
That's all i ever hate That's all i hate 
I don't care anymore if you want me to beg 
How you make me hate I wish you'd die tonight
 
I don't care anymore if you want me to break 
That's all you ever want That's all you like 
I don't scream anymore like i used to scream 
I strike you dead again I strike you hard 
I don't want you to be like you used to be 
That's all i ever hate That's all i hate 
I don't care anymore if you want me to break 
I hope you suffocate You make me sick
 
Do you want me to beg on my knees You'll get all of me Shake, shake all of me 
Do you want me to scream and deceive Well i could never say no Never no never say no
 
All i ever wanted was you 
You pushed me down Oh it never seemed cruel 
But don't you know what i've been going through 
And my mind explodes When i think of you
 
So let's push everything away I'll smash you up until you break 
I'll smash you up until you faint 
Oh this is how you make me hate 
All that i ever want 
To cut you up until it pours 
And drop the salt into your sores Until you're dead

Do you want me to beg on my knees You'll get all of me Shake, shake all of me 
Do you want me to scream and deceive Well i could never say no Never no never say no
 
I never said no
 
And all I ever wanted And all I cared And all I ever hoped And all I said And all I ever tried
 
To push you down again and hold you there Until no breath Or sound is heard 


SEPTEMBER

On a cold september night We met And felt our love First time We held each other close And all she said "just hold me tight" I held her in my arms once more And wandered in the park with the dog We laughed and cried And talked how good it felt And kissed for ever more And how we only used to feel And all the plans we made And all that mattered was our love Sealed with a ring Engraved As the yeards went slowly by And all these things Just changed somehow I wander in the park alone No smell of you No fur at all I hold you in my arms once more A picture of a year before I laugh and cry And think how good it felt When we kissed evermore And now i only think of you And all the love we had And all that's left Of me and you It's just the ring Which said: "September" 


OUT OF GRACE

The way I saw you dancing In the rain 
The way I held your hand And left in pain 
The way you said you Always remember the same 
Don't let it end Oh please explain 
All what you said tonight You always change the words for now And again 
There's nothing left to say If only I knew what I must say 
Now the night's away 
The way I saw you dancing In the rain 
The way I saw you cross your legs And screamed 
The way the wetness Dripped out of my face 
It leaves me Oh so sensual It's out of grace 
And all I ever want To use you up And break your heart again 
And all I ever said Just hold me now And feel the same again 
But I'll just drop you dead Again And again... and again... 


EVERYTHING

FAITH: I want to hold on TEARS: I cry over you somehow LOVE: Hand in hand in the park HATE: Oh I wish I could sleep for once before the night comes Do you want to let go Do you want it to end Everything That you once said I just know you will stay Again with me tonight
 
FAITH: I want to hold on TEARS: I cry over you somehow LOVE: Just everything you once said HATE: Oh I wish I could breathe for once I want you tonight and Do you want to let go Do you wnat it to end Everything That you once said I just know you will stay Again with me tonight Tonight


NEVER LET GO

The sorrow comes Oh you never could know And all you wished That you'd never let go And all those things that you wanted to say It doesn't matter now anyway And all you say is You feel so alone You'll never break my heart of stone The sorrow comes Wished you'd never let go The only one that you wanted to hold You wanted to hold Don't you understand Don't you understand How I could leave you like that When I look at you now The sorrow comes When I'm far far away You wished you'd never thrown me away And all these words That just come from your mouth You say you'll die Without me now And all you say is You feel so alone The sorrow comes Now that you're on your own The only one that you wanted to hold Is gone and away And ever so cold Ever so cold Don't you understand Don't you understand How I could leave you like that When I look at you now  


AIR

This night I never thought it would end I lie here Alone And think of you Somehow you screamed You managed to once say to me How much you really cared I don't know if you know what that means to me Just to hear this words You said you would never run away You told me that was yesterday But tonight you have gone away Don't you know how I cried for this I'm so hurt This feeling I'll never get used to somehow Today I woke up with this tear I looked beside me There was nothing but fear Somehow you said For always you wanted to be with me I never cried softly But hard all the time Just to cover up You told me that was yesterday Tomorrow's another day Why do I just care so much It hurts deep inside And there is no one here to help me Just to help me Run away from it all So fast So fast I never could love I never could leave I never could feel Could feeL


THIRTYSECONDSONG

All alone I'll always regret I never know when I might forget your face Do you want to believe I could only cry
 
And all this words I'll never know why I always believed Always the same somehow Do you want to break up And believe I'm gone But don't you believe Just everything I say I'll never know why I always ran away Do you want to believe I would only leave
 
But watch this tonight Another film gone I'll never know why I always sing this song Do you want to believe I could only sing
 
And I'll dance And I'll scream And I'll tear The walls down Once more If I could only Forget your heart Forget your name I'll never know why I always say the same


ALL IS EMPTY

And I Just wanted to stay with you 
But won't you hold me now That's all I say 
But don't you want me now That's all I have 
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms 
At night you said:"Will you always believe me? Promise to stay" How well did I know her 
I thought I knew her Not that I cared much Oh! 
Hiding away From all those things I said 
Words that just came from my mouth I'll always regret 
But don't you want me now All that's left 
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms 
The night we cried We were always so sure of Needless to say things Know that we always... 
Why do I care How well did I know her Oh! 
All I tried Was holding you down I know that I killed you Know that I scarred you 
Over and over But all that I ever Wanted was you here Wanted was you 
And I just wanted to break your heart 
'Cause all I ever wanted was you in my arms 
Now that I know That you're Gone and forever Always alone As long as I know 
Why do I care so much Now I know her